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Monday, May 12, 2025

‘She’s Dying in Front of My Eyes’: The Gazan Children Starving Under Israeli Siege

Ahmed Ahmed, Ruwaida Amer
With over 70,000 children hospitalized for malnutrition, Israel's blockade on the Strip has left parents to watch helplessly as their children waste away.
 
 Twelve-year-old Rahaf Ayad holds a phone showing a picture of herself before the war, in her family's home in Gaza City, May 2, 2025. (Ahmed Ahmed)
Twelve-year-old Rahaf Ayad is so malnourished she can barely speak. Her hair is falling out. Her ribs protrude. She can hardly move her limbs. She blinks slowly, her eyelids heavy.
Originally from Al-Shuja’iya in eastern Gaza City, Rahaf now lives with her seven family members in a single room in a relative’s house in the city’s Al-Rimal neighborhood.
Shurooq, Rahaf’s mother, explained that her daughter’s health began deteriorating rapidly due to the lack of food. “If anyone touches her, or she tries to move her arms or legs, she just cries out in pain,” she told +972. “She says it feels like her body is burning from the inside. She asks for chicken, meat, or eggs — but there’s nothing in the markets.”
Shurooq and her 45-year-old husband, Rani, have gone from clinic to clinic in search of treatment, supplements, or even advice, but Gaza’s devastated healthcare system offered little help. “Doctors told us there are hundreds of children like Rahaf, and the only thing that can save them is proper food,” she said. “I bought her vitamins from a pharmacy, but when I returned to buy more a week later, they ran out.”
Rahaf Ayad with her parents in their home in Gaza City, May 2, 2025. (Ahmed Ahmed)
Rahaf’s siblings help with her care: feeding her, bathing her, taking her to the bathroom, and changing her clothes. When food is available, the family puts her needs first. “We eat only after she’s eaten,” said Shurooq. “When we have money, we buy whatever [food] she asks for. But now, there’s nothing — and when we do find something, we can’t afford it.”
Even when Shurooq manages to find and prepare some of the few staples still available in Gaza, like rice, lentils, or pasta, Rahaf cries for chicken, meat or eggs — anything with the protein her body so desperately needs. Eventually, hunger wins out and she eats whatever is available.
“I tell her the border will open soon, and I’ll bring her whatever she wants,” Shurooq said, holding back tears. “Rahaf’s health is collapsing every day. She’s dying in front of my eyes, and we can’t do anything.”
Rahaf loves the English language. She once dreamed of studying English in university and becoming a teacher. But her life — like those of hundreds of thousands of children in Gaza — has been shattered beyond recognition by Israel’s ongoing war.
“I wish my hair would come back,” Rahaf whispered. “I want to walk and play with my siblings like I used to.”
The silent killer
For a little over two months, Israel has prevented all food, goods, and medical supplies from entering the Gaza Strip. The consequences have been catastrophic: According to Gaza’s Government Media Office, over 70,000 children are now hospitalized with acute malnutrition, and 1.1 million lack the daily minimum nutritional requirements for survival.
The Palestinian Health Ministry in Gaza reported that, as of May 5, at least 57 children have already died from malnutrition-related health complications since the start of the war, and another 3,500 under the age of five face imminent risk of death from starvation.
“Over the past two weeks, the famine intensified significantly,” Dr. Ahmed Al Faraa, director of the maternity and pediatrics department at Nasser Hospital, told +972. “In that period, we have treated approximately 10 children suffering from very serious malnutrition.”
“She’s dying in front of my eyes, and we can’t do anything.”
Dr. Ahed Khalaf, a pediatric specialist at Nasser Hospital, told Al Jazeera recently that they have never seen such severe cases of malnutrition in children. “They are suffering from blood poisoning, organ failure, liver and kidney damage, bacterial and microbial infections, and weakened immunity.”
Shortly after Israeli Defense Minister Israel Katz declared on April 16 that “no one is currently planning to allow any humanitarian aid into Gaza,” local and international food distributors, once a lifeline for hundreds of thousands, started shutting down one by one. On April 25, the World Food Program announced it had run out of its remaining food stocks. On May 7, World Central Kitchen announced that it “no longer has the supplies to cook meals or bake bread in Gaza.”
“The siege on Gaza is the silent killer of children [and] older people,” UNRWA spokesperson Juliette Touma said in a press briefing on April 29. “We have just over 5,000 trucks with lifesaving supplies that are ready to come in. This decision [not to let them in] is threatening the lives and survival of civilians in Gaza, who are also going through heavy bombardment day in, day out.”
‘Everyone I know is broke’
Ibrahim Badawi, 38, needs at least four kilos of flour a day to feed his family of nine. These days, he struggles to find even one kilo. “I feel helpless when my children ask for bread and I have nothing to give them,” he told +972. “Sometimes, I wish my children and I would die in an airstrike together — to be spared the pain of starvation and this continuous agony.”
Badawi, who was displaced from Beit Hanoun in northern Gaza, is living in a makeshift shelter of tarps and blankets on the shore of Gaza City. Since Israel shattered the ceasefire in March, Badawi has not received a single food parcel.
Ibrahim Badawi and his children, in the family’s tent in Gaza City, May 4, 2025. (Ahmed Ahmed)
Badawi and his wife, along with their eldest son Mustafa, 15, have grown accustomed to going to bed hungry so the younger children can eat the small portions of rice or lentils they occasionally receive from the community kitchen. “My youngest, Abdullah, who is four years old, cries from hunger, saying his stomach hurts. I lie and tell him I’ll bring flour soon just so he can sleep,” Badawi lamented.
But even if flour were available, Badawi couldn’t afford it. Until late March, most Gazans survived on stockpiled bread and canned goods as prices soared. But then, the crisis deepened: when all 26 World Food Program bakeries closed due to flour and fuel shortages, white flour became impossibly expensive. A 25 kilogram sack of white flour which cost NIS 30 ($8.30) before the war, now costs a staggering NIS 1,500 ($416).
“I’ve borrowed money from neighbors and friends many times to buy flour,” Badawi said. “But now everyone I know is broke. My children suffer from colic and indigestion. If this famine continues, we will all die from starvation.”
‘Neither Israel, Hamas, nor the world cares about us’
Hadia Radi, a 42-year-old mother of six, lives with her family in a makeshift tent on Gaza City’s Al-Wihda Street. Like countless other families in the enclave, they’ve been dealing with both hunger and bombardment for months. On April 15, an Israeli airstrike hit just meters from their tent, injuring several family members, including Hadia’s 7-year-old son Yamen, whose leg was broken when it was hit by shrapnel.
Now being treated at the Red Crescent’s Al-Saraya field hospital, Yamen’s recovery is complicated by severe malnutrition. “He’s lost 10 kilos in two months,” Radi told +972. “We’ve eaten nothing but rice since the blockade began. Without proper nutrition, our wounds won’t heal.”
Hadia Radi and two of her daughters, nine-year-old Sanna and six-year-old Huda, May 2, 2025 (Ahmed Ahmed)
Food is now so scarce that even small acts of kindness can be risky. Recently, a neighbor heard Yamen crying on the phone from his hospital tent, begging his mother for bread. The next morning, he brought the family ten pieces of bread, smuggled in a black bag to avoid attracting hungry eyes. Radi hid the bread in their tent like treasure. “Every day, I’d send one piece with my husband for Yamen. His siblings cried for some too, but I told them that the most injured must come first.”
“Don’t let us die from starvation.”
Yamen keeps asking for his mother to visit, but Radi remains trapped by her own injuries from the blast — a broken leg that leaves her dependent on crutches. She’s equally powerless to reach her 13-year-old daughter Hannan, who is being treated at Al-Shifa Hospital’s overwhelmed wards.
Hannan was hit by shrapnel that took one of her eyes and left her unable to walk. The lack of food has made recovery extremely difficult. “She needs vegetables, healthy food, and special care to heal,” Radi explained. “But there’s no access to any of that here.”
Radi believes Israel is starving Gaza to pressure Hamas, but says it’s regular families paying the price. “We’re watching our children wither away, and neither Israel, Hamas, nor the world cares,” she lamented. “Why should my kids starve to death? What did we do to deserve this? If you can’t stop the war, at least open the borders. Don’t let us die from starvation.”
‘Netanyahu punishes us just for existing’
Heba Malahi, 41, has also lived in a makeshift tent on Gaza City’s Al-Wihda Street since an Israeli airstrike destroyed her home in Juhor ad-Dik in 2023. Now she and her 45-year-old husband Ribhi regularly skip meals so their seven children can eat.
Mahmoud, the couple’s six-year-old son, suffers from severe malnutrition. “He’s tired all the time. He doesn’t eat, his bones hurt, and his teeth are starting to fall out,” Heba told +972. “Last week he begged for tomatoes. We sold our last canned food just to buy a single kilo — we all shared that one meal.”
Their 17-year-old daughter Ruba desperately craves simple foods like potatoes, but at NIS 60 per kilo, they’re virtually unattainable. “Netanyahu punishes us just for existing,” Heba said. “Maybe someone like Trump could force him to open the borders before we all starve.
Heba Malahi with her sons, eight-year-old Mahmoud and 11-year-old Taysir, near their tent in Gaza City, May 2, 2025. (Ahmed Ahmed)
“If people imagined their own children in this state, perhaps they’d act,” she added.
Further south, In Khan Younis, Mona Al-Raqab has been sitting with her five-year-old son Osama for over a week in the Nasser Medical Complex. He currently weighs just nine kilograms (20 pounds). Displaced multiple times since the war began with little food or clean water, his digestive system has almost failed. “Doctors try feeding him nutrients,” Al-Raqab said, “but a growing child needs real food of different types.”
A few rooms over, 30-year-old Nagia Al-Najjar watches over her severely malnourished five-month-old baby Yousef in his crib. Her four other children remain with their father in their tent in the village of Abasan, after their home in Khan Younis’ Bani Suhaila neighborhood was destroyed. The hospital struggles to provide formula amid border closures. “I can’t breastfeed because I barely eat myself,” Al-Najjar told +972. “I can’t find the words to express how this feels as a mother.”
Dr. Al Faraa explained that the lack of food has been causing miscarriages and dangerously underweight newborns with severe deformities. Families now grind pasta — or even rice and lentils — into makeshift flour. “I don’t care if I starve,” Al-Najjar said. “But what did my children do to deserve this?”
 
Ahmed Dremly
Noah al-Saqa had just celebrated his 10th birthday, but was a victim of an Israeli attack on a restaurant and market that killed 33 people. One family's story sums up the ongoing tragedy of Gaza
At just 10 years old, Noah al-Saqa dreamed of becoming an architect to help rebuild the devastated Gaza Strip.
In the week leading up to his birthday on 6 May, Noah kept asking his parents to prepare for it. But with empty markets and no ingredients for cakes or sweets, a celebration felt out of reach.
Since 2 March, no food, goods, or humanitarian aid has entered Gaza. Still, his mother, Faten, 38, searched through market stalls for days until she managed to find a few items of white flour, sugar, baking powder and an egg to make him a simple piece of cake.
“He invited all his cousins, aunts, uncles, and friends from our neighbourhood to celebrate with him,” said his father Daoud al-Saqa, 43. “Even though we had little to celebrate because of the war, his joy filled us with overwhelming happiness.”
There was nothing Saqa could give him as a gift, so he offered Noah 20 shekels, about eight dollars, and told him he could buy anything he liked.
“His gifts were a football and 170 shekels collected from his aunts and uncles. He wanted to save them to buy a bicycle,” his father said, fighting back tears.
“I hugged him and kissed him. I never imagined it would be the last time.”
Fateful afternoon
Noah was overjoyed. He couldn’t sleep that night from excitement and refused to change out of his birthday clothes.
The next day, he asked his mother for something to eat. When she told him the only option was canned meat, he took 20 shekels of his birthday money and said he was going to play football with his friends and buy crisps from a nearby market.
Around 3pm, two Israeli air strikes hit the area, targeting the crowded al-Thailandi restaurant, in Gaza City's northern Rimal neighbourhood, and the adjacent market.
“It was the most horrific sound of explosions I’ve heard since the beginning of the war, then the screams of people calling for help,” Saqa said.
Saqa and his eldest son, Mohammed, 15, were working at their stall on al-Wihda Street, just 150 metres away, when the attack took place. They ran towards the scene to help the wounded.
“I saw over seven children killed - students, passersby, kids with their parents - along with dozens of others, young and old,” he said. At least 33 people were killed in the attack and dozens wounded.
“Then something hit me. I called my wife to check on Noah. She looked for him in the house, but he wasn’t there.”
'He was gone'
Panic set in. Saqa searched the streets, checking the wounded and the dead. When there was no sign of Noah, he rushed to al-Shifa Hospital, just 200 metres away. His wife and other sons joined him.
“I was searching the faces of the wounded and the dead, calling his name over and over - ‘Noah!’” he said. “There were so many bodies.”
A stranger approached him and asked if he could describe his son. Then he asked Saqa to follow him to another room.
There, lying on the ground for lack of space or hospital beds, was Noah - his small body lying in a pool of blood.
“His mother screamed and collapsed. I begged the doctors to save him, he was still breathing. They rushed to him and connected the machines, but within minutes, the monitor went flat,” the father said. “He was gone.”
Noah was pampered, generous and full of dreams. He would tear pieces from the family’s scarce bread to feed wild birds at the window. He was energetic and loved by everyone - relatives, neighbours, even strangers.
“He always said he couldn’t wait to grow up,” Saqa recalled. “His big dream was to become an architect - to rebuild our house, our neighbourhood, and Gaza.”
'Who will I play with now?'
Like all children in Gaza, Noah was terrified of the bombs. Whenever he heard explosions, he would run to his father, hug him tightly, and scream in fear.
“Don’t be afraid, I’m here with you,” Saqa would whisper, trying to calm him.
Saqa and his family of six had lived in the al-Talateni neighbourhood in central Gaza City, but their house was destroyed by an Israeli air strike in 2023. They moved to a relative’s house on al-Rimal Street after Israeli forces ordered civilians to relocate there, claiming it was a “safe zone”.
But even in that so-called safe zone, the bombing never stopped, and they had nowhere else to go.
Noah often asked his father if there was a place in the world without bombing, if they could go there, and when the war would end. “It will stop very soon, my love,” Saqa would tell him.
“His brother Adam [who is 12] keeps holding the football he brought as a gift for Noah, crying and asking me, ‘Who will I play with now?’ I have no answers,” Saqa said.
“Why is the world silent while our children are being killed? My son was innocent - he was stolen from me.
“What father can endure the kind of pain that burns in my chest? What was my son's crime? That he was Palestinian and lived in Gaza? Has our blood become so cheap?”
 
Ramzy Baroud
The situation in Gaza today starkly highlights Israeli exceptionalism. Israel is employing the starvation of two million Palestinians in the blockaded and devastated Gaza Strip as a tactic to extract political concessions from Palestinian groups operating there.
On April 23, the United Nations Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs (OCHA) described the current humanitarian situation in Gaza as “the worst ever seen throughout the war”. Despite the severity of these pronouncements, they often appear to be treated as routine news, eliciting little concrete action or substantive discussion.
Israeli violations of international and humanitarian laws regarding its occupation of Palestine are well-established facts. A new dimension of exceptionalism is emerging, reflected in Israel’s ability to deliberately starve an entire population for an extended period, with some even defending this approach.
The Gaza population continues to endure immense suffering, having experienced the loss of approximately 10 percent of its overall numbers due to deaths, disappearances and injuries. They are confined to a small, largely destroyed area of about 365 square kilometers, facing deaths from treatable diseases and lacking access to essential services, and even clean water.
Despite these conditions, Israel continues to operate with impunity in what seems to be a brutal and protracted experiment, while much of the world observes with varying degrees of anger, helplessness, or total disregard.
The question of the international community’s role remains central. While enforcing international law is one aspect, exerting the necessary pressure to allow a population facing starvation access to basic necessities like food and water, is another. For the people of Gaza, even these fundamental needs now seem unattainable after decades of diminished expectations.
During public hearings in The Hague starting on April 28, representatives from many nations appealed to the International Court of Justice to utilize its authority as the highest court to mandate that Israel cease the starvation of Palestinians.
Israel “may not collectively punish the protected Palestinian people,” stated the South African representative, Jaymion Hendricks. The Saudi envoy, Mohammed Saud Alnasser, added that Israel had transformed the Gaza Strip into an “unlivable pile of rubble, while killing thousands of innocent and vulnerable people.”
Representatives from China, Egypt, Algeria, South Africa, and other nations echoed these sentiments, aligning with the assessment of Philippe Lazzarini, head of UNRWA, who stated, last March, that Israel is employing a strategy of “weaponization of humanitarian aid”.
However, the assertion that the weaponization of food is a deliberate Israeli tactic requires no external proof; Israel itself declared it. The then Israeli Defense Minister, Yoav Gallant, publicly announced a “complete siege” on Gaza on October 9, 2023, just two days after the start of the genocidal war.
Gallant’s statement – “We are imposing a complete siege on (Gaza). No electricity, no food, no water, no fuel – everything is closed. We are fighting human animals and we act accordingly” – was not an impulsive outburst but a policy rooted in dehumanizing rhetoric and implemented with extreme violence.
This “acting accordingly” extended beyond closing border crossings and obstructing aid deliveries. Even when aid was permitted, Israeli forces targeted desperate civilians, including children, who gathered to receive supplies, bombing them along with the aid trucks. A particularly devastating incident occurred on February 29, 2024, in Gaza City, where reports indicated that Israeli fire killed 112 Palestinians and injured 750 more.
This event was the first of what became known as the “Flour Massacres”. Subsequent similar incidents took place, and, in between these events, Israel continued to bomb bakeries, aid storage facilities, and aid distribution volunteers. The intention was to starve Palestinians to a degree that would allow for coercive bargaining and potentially lead to the ethnic cleansing of the population.
On April 1, an incident occurred where an Israeli military drone struck a convoy of the World Central Kitchen, resulting in the deaths of six international aid workers and their Palestinian driver. This event led to a significant departure of the remaining international aid workers from Gaza.
A few months later, starting in October 2024, northern Gaza was placed under a strict siege, with the aim of forcing the population south, potentially towards the Sinai desert. Despite these efforts and the resulting famine, the will of the Gazan population did not break. Instead, hundreds of thousands reportedly began returning to their destroyed homes and towns in the north.
When, on March 18, Israel reneged on a ceasefire agreement that followed extensive negotiations, it once again resorted to starvation as a weapon. There was little consequence or strong condemnation from Western governments regarding Israel’s return to the war and to the starvation policies.
“Using starvation of civilians as a method of warfare” is classified as a war crime under international law, explicitly stated in the Rome Statute. However, the relevance of such legal frameworks is questioned when those who advocate for and consider themselves guardians of these laws fail to uphold or enforce them.
The inaction of the international community during this period of immense human suffering has significantly undermined the relevance of international law. The potential consequences of this failure to act are grave, extending beyond the Palestinian people to impact humanity as a whole.
Despite this, hope persists that fundamental human compassion, separate from legal frameworks, will compel the provision of essential supplies like flour, sugar, and water to Gaza. The inability to ensure this basic aid will profoundly question our shared humanity for years to come.

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